How can they not have what I want two times in a row? I wanted unmotivated but they don't have it either. *sigh* Oh well, story of my life at this point, nothings working out right anyway.

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I am a 20 year old Christian girl who has lived here in Maryland her whole life. My profil picture is of my Dog Lorali, she is part best bred on earth (Newfoundland) and Chow. Thankfully she had the Newfie temperament and not the Chow! I go by Newfie online, so please don't call me Newfie Pepper.

I have been a member at at least seven churches over the course of my life and have yet to find one that beats a small church plant! I will confess that my current church is not all it could be or all it once was, but I have hope that it will turn around again!

I have been saved since I was four, I asked Jesus to save me from my sins in the back of the car on the way home from Awana. I've been pretty failthful though I did have six months of trying on the shoes of a prodigal. Take my word for it, it's not fun. Because of that I became an SIer (Self-injurer) and got hooked quite fast. Through the grace of God I've not SIed in almost a year now! I've got a very dear friend who helped me through it all and as always been there for me and really helped to make the difference.

I know my Bible and may appear to be a good little Christian girl, but I've been through the fire and come out clean, so can you. I've been through a time where if I was handed drugs or alcohol I would have taken them without a second thought! I've come through my problems and you can too! I hope now that my mistakes can help teach others, so if you ever need someone to talk to, know that I'm here!